man not only loves, but reasons. all riches world had 2offer me would never do. looking4 bridge can't burn down. want more than $ can buy. my sand castles spend time collapsing. standing on edge of everything I been B4. so like u 2keep pursuing 

It's so unusual, it's frightening
You see right through the mess inside me
And you call me out to pull me in
You tell me I can start again
And I don't need to keep on hiding
… I'm fully known and loved by You
You won't let go no matter what I do
And it's not one or the other
It's hard truth and ridiculous grace
It's so like You to keep pursuing
It's so like me to go astray
But You guard my heart with Your truth
A kind of love that's bulletproof
And I surrender to Your kindness, ooh
 How real, how wide
How rich, how high is Your heart
I cannot find the reasons why. (bc God is love).
You give me so much

DANGER DANGER DANGER :fear (&hate &judgement) , working in &through, people . </3

been here since beginning, know exactly how you work. iknow all your cravings, know what makes you go berserk. been lying from start just to make you play a part in my infinite rebellion against the Father God: hate everything He is.&i make you hate him2. u hate him w your actions, so easy 4 me 2do. 'cause you like it... sin feels good 4da ego. all the time, i'm winding you up. my perfect little puppet, my favorite robot, welcome to da show. I'm watching u &all of hell is w me 2, help me make my lies look tru.
    &there is a lie that works 4 every1. a lie that opens your heart so i can get me some ,more of your free will. i'm winding you, give me the control that's why I'm telling you, selling you, anything, everything. appealing to your human way of being &i use it all against you just keep your eyes from seeing past the life you're living; past the moment you're in, past the pleasure of your sin. or the cigarette you're smoking.choking on your lust, i'll make you drunk w pride; so deeply spun into my system that you won't see the light. never mind that I'm drowning you. ikeep deceiving you...cuz I don't tell you bout the God in heaven who loves you; who yearns 4 you, no idon't tell you bout the freedom of forgiveness &truth. why would I tell you? why would I tell you, the truth?
    i'll say that millions of years ago an accident exploded &you're the result of this cosmic unknown with no real purpose, created 4 no real intent.reason 4 your living is coincidence
-selling bit by bit little pieces of soul. keep you so confused you stay bound to your sin.so your heart stays hard. oh ,the vanity of self-idoltary inever let u c it breeds : hedonism! 

   cute when ppl claim I believe in a book, as they work to censor all books: the religious left, y'all. they are so angry. they can see they don't need a book to know the truth &yet, her intellect which has kept her living in her head all these years, keeps her angry /from the truth, that's already inside her. how did truth get there ? is God real , when I'm waging wars in my head about eating snacks in my room, after I've brushed my teeth already ?? the thoughts commence : you can brush your teeth afterwards; after all, it's Saturday, it's just 1 chocolate. (2c that, is 2b aware &2c it as spiritual (&not physical.. don't let world claim you w names "alcoholic"), is 2b able 2overcome the nature of satan (ego), which is fighting nature of God in you (love)). when you're awake, you have a chance of overcoming . 4moment, don't : a little moment is a lot of growth. you don't see it as "oh I'm trying to hide, or don't wanna see myself." ..same spirit of darkness is tempting everyone; how education deceives everybody; they have to take a hit of knowledge like you take a hit of a drug. they'll do anything to avoid their soul (they believe in the guilt, satan whispers 2them. guilt does not come from God). but, you can read til the cows come home: if you don't have love, you have nothing. &love is the real deal. don't be deceived with the screwed up emotional love. pay attention to what's going on inside you &once you get that Light, you can get through darkness /anger that's preventing you from seeing &understanding. I believe in nothing but reality , liar : that struggle happens 2all.

u walk, u run, u climb, &u fall,again. u crawl, u fight; u break apart 2night; but I am
the voice that keeps on calling out 2u, lighting up the dark. I turn chaos into art:
so if you're falling under, or if you're letting go.. 
u hope, u dream, u chase, u plead. a story in these scars, never gone. lost &found, here &now. &underneath these stars, I see just who you are.. don't you worry tonight.
don't have 2worry, don't have 2hide. I know you're weary. don't have to fear,
​I'm here by your side. &I'm gonna wait here. (u meet me right where I am.YOU ARE , I AM).