if you can keep your head when all about you are losing theirs, &blaming it on you, 
if u can trust yourself when all men doubt you, but make allowance for their doubting too;
if you can wait &not be tired by waiting, or being lied about, don't deal in lies;
or being hated, don't give way to hating, &yet don't look too good, now talk too wise;
   if you can dream &not make dreams your master,
 if you can think &not are thoughts your aim; if you can meet w trump &disaster &treat those 2impostors just the same (emotions). if you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, or watch the things you gave your life to, broken, &stoop &build 'em up w work out tools : 
   if you can make 1 heap of all your winnings &risk it on 1 turn of pitch &toss
&loss &start again at your beginnings &never breathe a word about your loss; 
if u can force yer<3 &nerve&sinew2serve yer turn long after they gone, &so hold on when 
there is nothing in you, except the will. which says to them : "hold on !"
   if u can talk w crowds &keep yer virtue, or walk w kings ---nor lose the common touch, 
if neither foes nor loving trends can hurt you, if all men count w you, but none too much ;
if you can fill the unforgiving minute w sixty seconds worth of distance run,
yours is the Earth &everything that's in it, & - which is more -you'll be a Man, my son ! 

Waldo SD version. Day 6 eat cars.c section..LOL. labeled "sensitive", (bc, abortion =nothing &we can't discuss. YK rules). see Ma #Marchforlife. this is a baby). $$$. 1st Lady packages. BATz?? after fear spread, TP &shit, restocked. #PullTogether. #nurses. social distancing baptism.. 5th ave in NYC -ghost town.. "thought to be" extinct dwarf kingfischer (bird); in Philippines ! amaazing. cockpit cam =boost morale /mobile.

historic US population density. 1956 5mb WTF. guys shoots huge gun off glass tbl
​Atlantic &Pacific meet, but don't mix.. fast /curve @same time ?!
Reign Disick's prayer to God.. #benghazi's not going away. Adam full o''s, read his rights.  TAPS.  gram challenges nick cannon #drumline.. painting. girl kid skateboarder doesn't give up.VELCRO. ocean swallows "house." fuck isis, where's isis? DJT.
Martin Scorsese talking to his 'rents, 1974 <33. FAM OVER ERRRYTHING.. rockauto.

​UNWOKE. IHOP. INVENT. LOCALS. TOOLZ. "work" anywhere.
online library of liberty. campus reform. REBEL. bit chute. 
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​air traffic on 9/11: lava into ocean. neurons make connections.
common sense gun control. antifa tries to punch. bitches about traffic, still lives in NYC. like a rite o' passenger for city dweller, to hate her life. where's my little guy? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯..

bear =good /putting back cart. SHARK.eating bait. moose. animals =UNBELIEVABLE &yet exist? what does that say bout brains? moving? webmd. cheetah =kitty. fox, also #kittenish. red tailer hawk screaming.. circle of life.baby croc.. squirrel ! hair salon deer. bb bear feels 4human that saved. see Mom defend &ppl (want to be free): sing. 

9/11 : God bless /America. *pin drops @penn* ..1776feet l8r.. time-lapse.
​HK uses USA flags ah. naked cowboy in NYC >> resistance, be like: cowboy. female.

"my dearest Lady - ...the morning is the only proper time for me to write to a beautiful Girl whom I love so much: for at night, when the lonely day has closed, &the lonely, silent, unmusical Chamber is waiting to receive me.. then believe me my passion gets entirely the sway. then I would not have you see those Rhapsodies which I once thought it impossible I should ever give way to, &which I have often laughed at in another, for fear you should (think me) either too unhappy or perhaps a little mad." 
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"indeed I am almost astonished that any absent one should have that luxurious power over my senses which I feel. even when I am not thinking of you.." LOL <3. #souls
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damn.. 2020: "hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan, this is Stan."

never tell us a thing if you can show us
it ain't how much you've got, honey, it's how you use it
a man's got to know his limitations
painfully shy
it's important to tell the truth, so much depends on it. 
if I can make you understand her madness -then perhaps I can make her someone you sympathize w or even identify w. the result? she's more frightening than ever, because she's close to real
the best disregard the rules
that it's as easy to over describe as to underdescribe. probably easier
an eye whose vision grows sharper the more it is used
starts w clear seeing &ends w clear writing.
don't break unspoken contract exists between writer &reader -your promise to be true
we're not even in same year together, let alone same room.. except we are together. we're close. we're having a meeting of the minds. books are ..uniquely portable magic.
agents of status quo, not necessarily bad guys, but dangerous guys if you happen to believe in intellectual freedom
main job :telling a story. cause reader to prickle w recognition. 
I describe mine, it freezes out yours, &I lose a little bit of the bond of understanding I want to forge between us.
why people win Nobel prizes in literature..
15: "for her polyphonic writings, a monument to suffering &courage in our time"
12: "who w hallucinatory realism merges folk tales, history &the contemporary"
11: "through his condensed, translucent images, he gives us fresh access to reality"
10: "for his ..structures of power &trenchant image of indie's resistance, revolt &defeat"
09: "w concentration of poetry &frankness of prose, depicts landscape of dispossessed"
06: "quest for melancholic soul of native city, discover new symbols for clash of cultures"
03: "who in innumerable guises portrays surprising involvement of the outsider"
02: "upholds fragile experience of indie against barbaric arbitrariness of history"
74: "far seeing in lands &ages, in service of freedom.. catch the dew &reflect cosmos"
73: "for an epic &psychological narrative art which has introduced new into literature"
69: "destitution of modern man acquires its elevation"
63: "for eminent lyrical writing, inspired by a deep feeling for the world of culture"
59: "for his lyrical poetry, w classical fire expresses tragic experience of life"
57: "clear sighted earnestness illuminates problems of human conscience in our times"
1956: "example of high spirit &artistical purity"
1955: "for his vivid epic power which has renewed great narrative art of Iceland"
53: "for mastery o descri as well as brilliant oratory in defending exalted human values"
52: "for deep spiritual insight &artistic intensity w which penetrates drama of human life"
51: "artistic vigor &true independence of mind w which he endeavors to find answers"
1950: "he champions humanitarian ideals &freedom of thought"
1944: "for rare strength &fertility of poetic imagination w which is.. intellectual curiosity"
1939: "for his deep understanding of his country's peasantry &their relationship w Nature"
​1938: "for her rich &truly epic descriptions of peasant life in China"
1936: "for the power, honesty &deep felt emotions of his dramatic works"
1934: "for his bold &ingenious revival of dramatic &scenic art"
1932: "for his distinguished art of narration" (all about the story.......)
'26: "for her idealistically inspired writings which w plastic clarity picture the life of her"
    YK sometimes when u meet some1, &somehow, b4 they open mouth 2speak, YK you're gong 2b friends? same w books.. not a book you ought 2read, but a book U have 2read. books /ppl that put u in touch w smtg real. books that you get, peeps that get you..

polishing it until it shines (this guy, so ambitious.. he's gonna change the world y'all..)
the novel is dead (LOL #wah). what you gave up in exchange for your soul
I was dying in front of them. honesty is indispensable.
not a coincidence ! nothing is what it seems ! dig deeper !
&the reader must always be your main concern 
teachers assign them when they can't think of any other way to waste your time (yahs)
writing is refined thinking. what writing is (chapter title) : telepathy, of course (first line).
writing is seduction. good talk is part of seduction. (ah idk how I feel about this, doesn't it feel wrong? I don't want to be deceiving. anything not in God sucks..).
anything you damn well want. anything at all ... as long as you tell the truth
the heart also knows things, &so does the imagination. thank God
I was built w the love of the night . the magic was in him
if God gives you something you can do, why in the world, wouldn't you do it?
reading at meals is considered rude in polite society, but if you expect to succeed as a writer, rudeness should be the second to least of your concern.s.. your days as a member of polite society are numbered, anyway.. UHMAZIN
​story is honorable &trustworthy, plot is shifty.. (luv. are people telling or selling a story??)