to do what others can't , your enemies can't swim. do it or someone else will do it better.you mustn't get used to anything; for your advisory the devil, seeks who he might destroy. be sober &vigilant. Love is not natural; I quit 1909x a day. willing to do what needs to be done. grind of losing; die, you coward. it's been defeated already, confusion is a delusion; stay w God. be wrong as fast as possible, embrace failing. "you don't give up do ya?" I can't. not failure, but low aim is the crime. time isn't waiting. time isn't real. attack on cross.nature's way of reforming you; life is loss. instant gratification is killing drive. keep that part of you alive. not afraid to look like an idiot. developing eye, train eye. willing to pay price. how rare &intense is this moment ; program or be programmed. a world so undecided. make choices from healed. 1 decision from changing your life. reflect love, not fear; when you know you got nothing to prove, you show up late. it might not b only me, but it was only me; into another gear, carve own path. not like I can see for myself anyway, sit on brain to discipline flesh. "how's it feel, tuff guy?" ("not good"). wet self daily; sooner, deeper. life is rare; difficult is my magnet. only further inspires. happy 2 lose beast /happiness betrays me. you have to succeed once; only need a little, not going to sell. "what kind of show you putting on ? this soul's boy is intact, it's non negotiable. yk how I k ? someone offered 2buy it. only we wasn't selling. I'll show you out of order. you dk what OOO is. have you come to the crossroads ?" if you're good enuf, they'll find you.
         shine so bright, illuminate path. stop being patient &start. everything w value comes w cost; not afraid of hard work. sorry about your loss; defense strong, privilege of owning myself. make me courageous in trial. process /control /discipline. you have power, you gotta use. cycle /boredom or loneliness /thots ;sends you back (&it's not even you !).2 new of a space;if you knew it was possible.. tenacity; you'd give it everything. everything exists; don't kill vibe; make opportunities .level up. freedom requires action; do it alone, broke, scared, tired. but give up ? no way. letting go of, not taking on views. "man who doesn't make mistakes never does anything" -teddy. so scared2 lose, don't try. be disgusted w/ "u" &begin again .every1 wants MJ on theirs, state of mind /being ,protecting. given obstacle 2overcome ; execute vision perf. everything is practice, you understand what it's going to take ? next level is crazy work. doing nothing is not doing nothing; flailing periods in life :evil prevails when good does nothing. eat dirt. you have to fight; it's a tide, movement, electric feel. beat donkey flesh, living being. ain't no bitch, ran home. I'm in this room /body, but I'm not the room or body. or heart of darkness; on run ! it's nothing but fear: blow it up. attack life; how fast can I be ? if not you, who ? make days count, don't count days. how we spend days is how we spend life. level of sacrifice.. <3.  
         mental on a whole nother tempo; a problem now. do what's necessary &do it everyday. it can only ruin your life, if it ruins your character. a war for your soul, lonely at top. frighten darkness. "you lied. yeah well, you coulda fooled me." crazy hungry /cold keeps you focused. can't bear thought of you selling out, put gun down. ultimatum, yes: everyday you wait, you don't live life on your terms. massive mindset shifts when you break own. it's the morning &the voice tells me it can't do a cold shower today. LOL ..sucker. let it die, without judging yourself. bc, we're under spells. endure once more : sunset. shake off day. magic you seek, is in work you avoid. thief stole heart in night. love feeling my heart hurt ; you take my breath away. it is fun to do hard things, I don't even think of "resisting temptation" anymore.  to stay w God ;no days off : treasure island. <3 untitled fundamentals : ROUTINE. heavy feeling is hell not wanting to leave u; get saved.