but, idon't wanna feed the ego.. ireally do appreciate festive decorations from neighbors .
"postable ?" -to bestie.
X(cross)mas /magic is nice, bc all that shit /emoticon, u pretend 2care about /2keep up w, doesn't matter@all; &u /c it now. my life is nothing..my life's nothing - woo ! no wonder society keeps u from dis /peace .hates fam /love ("it's hard" they tell u). bc, this da only thing <3. ! u don't even have 2TALK (2these ppl), or tell of joy. a way of being ; what r words when ily. y ppl feel they have no friends ? even after talking ? bc daily, even couples, jus feed the ego in each. try 2b aware, that u r not aware, of yourself (silent prayer). we're under spells; in abandon,free. losing your religion yay, welcome back home.
ah ~2remember~ ; this is the battle. 2stay awake